Throw Me A Rope

I called my Australian Mom the other night and told her everything, about how we tried for a baby all of last year, and we couldn't get pregnant.  It had been so hard to keep it from Adam's parents while they were visiting last summer/fall, but in those days, I wanted to save it up for a surprise.  Now all I feel sadness and loss.  I know Adam and I can share many things in life, and having children together is only one aspect to what two people can share, but damnit!  I mean, really.  Sometimes life doesn't go the way you want it to.

P.S.  For those who read my post My Personal Battle with Anxiety and Panic Disorder, I have been making calls this week to those clinics specializing in anxiety/panic disorders, and will let you know what resources I find that can help.  x o, Karli

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