Black Cloud of Sadness

Thursday, February 09, 2006

My Dad is sick again. He has had to go in twice in the past few days to have fluid drained off, and the doctor is saying that there is a possibility that his cancer has come back, but they are running tests, and we are all holding out hope for the best.

Nonetheless, a black cloud of sadness has descended on me, and I feel sick in the pit of my stomach.

So, I went out to our garden today and pruned bushes, wheeled Samuel around in the wheelbarrow, and did some raking. Being out in the sun and keeping busy outside helped to keep my mind off of the inward sadness that I feel. Tonight, I'm going to take off for a couple of hours and do some grocery shopping for Samuel's party to keep my mind off of things some more. Anything to keep the black cloud of sadness from overtaking me completely.

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